Roger Clyne & the Peacemakers - Never Thought from Honky Tonk Union

I let my courage down.
and I stayed up all night.
I sat upon the springs and I chased away the dreams,
that I was wrong and they were right.
I dream in color,
I live in black and white.
Still I have those days,
where I'm stumbling through the grays,
when I drink for boredom and for spite.
I was looking for clues inside my deja vus,
but I found I'm lost again.
I found I'm lost again.
No I never thought I'd go this crazy (x2)
No I never thought that I'd go this crazy

So will I suffer?
Or will I be alright?
I look up into the stars,
and they look down to count my scars,
and I know mercy.
I was looking for clues inside my deja vus,
but I've found I'm lost again.
Was looking for ways around the cliches,
but now I'm caught again.
It's like I'm caught again.
I never thought I'd go this crazy.
No I never thought I'd go this crazy.
No I never thought that I'd go this crazy.
 I let my courage down.
I stayed up all night.
I sat upon the springs I chased away the dreams,
that I was wrong and, yeah, you were right.
Well, I was looking for ways around the cliches,
but found I'm caught again.
I was looking for clues inside my deja vus,
and now I'm lost again,
I've found I've lost you again.
I never thought I'd go this crazy.
No I never thought I'd go this crazy.
No I never thought that I'd go this crazy.
No I never thought I'd go this crazy (x2)
No I never thought that I'd go this crazy.

Now, fallen on, I will, but only that once,
when I choose to all I sing about those things that I care about on the inside.

Lyrics by Roger Clyne.
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